震耳欲聾的樂聲間，聽見自我的聲音

Calling All Captains - Stay Away

Am I strong enough?
我夠堅強嗎?
Admitting or just contradicting
是承認了 還是自相矛盾
When I say I wanna die
當我說不想活了
But still take in breaths for life
卻依舊為了活著而呼吸

Well I guess fleeting are the moments
When hope still encroaches
我想那些希望悄悄入侵的瞬間 終究極其短暫
This body's worn down half to death
這副身軀已被折磨的半死不活
Life could be so simple
人生本可很簡單
If I just learn to use my head
只要我學會動腦就好

So take everything that you want from me
所以從我身上拿走你想要的一切吧
And give it all away
再全部丟棄
Give it away
全部丟棄
There can't be anyone worse than me
不可能有人比我更糟
So just stay away
所以離我遠點
Just stay away, away from me
就遠離吧 離我遠點

I swear that I'm moving forward and I'm coming correct
我發誓我正往前邁進 認真無比
When I look at myself I see nothing left
但當我看著自己
Of the person that I once was
曾經的自我卻毫無蹤影
Life could be better if I made it easy on myself
如果我能對自己好一點 人生會更美好
But you know that I hate to try
但你知道我痛恨努力
Selfishly put myself through personal hells
只是自私地讓自己一次次墜入自我的地獄
Nearly every single chance that I find
幾乎每次機會來臨都是一樣的結局

So take everything that you want from me
所以從我身上拿走你想要的一切吧
And give it all away
再全部丟棄
Give it away
全部丟棄
There can't be anyone worse than me
不可能有人比我更糟
So just stay away
所以離我遠點
Just stay away
離我遠點

It was easier than taking a breath of air
吸進一口空氣遠比是如此輕鬆
Until we felt the weight of a love we couldn't share
直至我們感受到那無法分享的愛的重量
You say you're afraid
你說你很害怕
That I won't be around
我會消失
Too late to say I'm sorry
說抱歉已太遲
'Cause I'm already gone
因為我早已遠離

So give it all away
所以全部丟棄吧
Give it away
全部丟棄
There can't be anyone worse than me
不可能有人比我更糟
So just stay away
所以離我遠點
Just stay away, away from me
就遠離吧 離我遠點
Away from me
遠離我



這首歌同樣收錄在CAC的最新EP'The Things That I've Lost'中，
是一首非常EMO且自暴自棄的歌曲，
從頭到尾都在厭惡自己的情緒中，
並且也沒有想要變好的跡象，
只是單純地沉溺於自我地獄中，
並將身邊對我們施以關心的人一個個推開。