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Ricky Himself - F'd Up (but it's true)

Fightin' all the time
終日爭執
Play it off like we're okay
裝作依舊幸福
In the back of my mind
在我內心深處
Wanna run when you run away
想在妳離開時轉頭就走
All these sleepless nights (Nights)
所有難以入睡的夜晚
Got me wishing for better days (Yeah)
暗自希望更美好的明天就要到來
I'm tryna take my time (My time)
我試著放慢腳步
But it's too late to save us
但我們的關係早已無法挽回

Pretend I'm happy just to cover the pain
用快樂偽裝我的痛苦
I never say it but I think we're insane
我從未說出口 但我想我們都瘋了

Yeah, it's fucked up but it's true
Yeah 真是糟糕透頂
Hard to be myself around you
在妳身邊總是讓我難以做自己
I don't think you really even know me
我想妳根本不了解我
But I ain't ever leaving 'cause I'm lonely
但我因為害怕孤獨所以從未離開
Yeah, it's fucked up but it's true
Yeah 真是糟糕透頂
None of my friends like you
我朋友沒人喜歡你
Something ain't right when you hold me
當妳抱住我時總感覺有些不對勁
But I ain't ever leaving 'cause I'm lonely
但我因為害怕孤獨所以從未離開
Yeah, it's fucked up but it's true
Yeah 真是糟糕透頂

Just super fucked up, what's wrong with us?
真是一團糟 我們之間到底怎麼了?
This ain't real love, yeah, it's fucked up but it's true
這才不是真愛 真是糟糕透頂
Just super fucked up, what's wrong with us?
真是一團糟 我們之間到底怎麼了?
This ain't real love, yeah, it's fucked up but it's true
這才不是真愛 真是糟糕透頂

Take a look in your eyes and I'm hopeless
在妳雙眼只看見絕望
You can see all the ways that I'm broken
妳看穿我的脆弱
It feels good doing things that are bad for me
做著傷害自我的舉動卻令我感覺良好
I knew this would turn into a tragedy
我早知道這會是悲劇收場

Pretend I'm happy just to cover the pain
用快樂偽裝我的痛苦
I never say it but I think we're insane
我從未說出口 但我想我們都瘋了

Yeah, it's fucked up but it's true
Yeah 真是糟糕透頂
Hard to be myself around you
在妳身邊總是讓我難以做自己
I don't think you really even know me
我想妳根本不了解我
But I ain't ever leaving 'cause I'm lonely
但我因為害怕孤獨所以從未離開
Yeah, it's fucked up but it's true
Yeah 真是糟糕透頂
None of my friends like you
我朋友沒人喜歡你
Something ain't right when you hold me
當妳抱住我時總感覺有些不對勁
But I ain't ever leaving 'cause I'm lonely
但我因為害怕孤獨所以從未離開
Yeah, it's fucked up but it's true
Yeah 真是糟糕透頂

Just super fucked up, what's wrong with us?
真是一團糟 我們之間到底怎麼了?
This ain't real love, yeah, it's fucked up but it's true
這才不是真愛 真是糟糕透頂
Just super fucked up, what's wrong with us?
真是一團糟 我們之間到底怎麼了?
This ain't real love, yeah, it's fucked up but it's true
這才不是真愛 真是糟糕透頂

Fightin' all the time
終日爭執
Play it off like we're okay
裝作依舊幸福
Wish I could turn back time
多希望時間能夠倒轉
But it's too late to save us
但我們的關係早已無法挽回

Yeah, it's fucked up but it's true
Yeah 真是糟糕透頂
Hard to be myself around you
在妳身邊總是讓我難以做我自己
I don't think you really even know me
我想妳根本不了解我
But I ain't ever leaving 'cause I'm lonely
但我因為害怕孤獨所以從未離開
Yeah, it's fucked up but it's true
Yeah 真是糟糕透頂
None of my friends like you
我朋友沒人喜歡你
Something ain't right when you hold me
當妳抱住我時總感覺有些不對勁
But I ain't ever leaving 'cause I'm lonely
但我因為害怕孤獨所以從未離開
Yeah, it's fucked up but it's true
Yeah 真是糟糕透頂

Just super fucked up, what's wrong with us?
真是一團糟 我們之間到底怎麼了?
This ain't real love, yeah, it's fucked up but it's true
這才不是真愛 真是糟糕透頂
Just super fucked up, what's wrong with us?
真是一團糟 我們之間到底怎麼了?
This ain't real love, yeah, it's fucked up but it's true
這才不是真愛 真是糟糕透頂

Ricky Himself本名Ricky Cano，
早先作品曲風以hip-hop為主，
2021年開始釋出了多首以Pop punk曲風為主的單曲，
並預計於今年推出全新EP"Poser"，
該EP將收錄6首歌曲，
包含一首已經公開並找來blink-182貝斯手Mark跨刀的"Parasocial"。