Machine Gun Kelly - Play This When I'm Gone
I'm writing you this message just so I can say that I love you
我寫下這段訊息 只為了讓妳知道我很愛妳
I had to let you know that everything about me was you, yeah
我必須讓妳知道關於我的一切都是妳
I think it's time for me to leave, but I'll never leave you
我想是時候離開了 但我永遠不會真正遠離妳
I just looked at your pictures, so the last thing I did was see you
我看著妳的照片 這樣一來我此生最後所見就是妳
[Pre-Chorus]
I'm twenty-nine, my anxiety's eating me alive
我現在29歲 被焦慮活剝生吞
I'm fightin' with myself and my sobriety every night
每個夜晚在自我與清醒間奮戰
And last time I couldn't barely open up my eyes, I apologize
最後一次見面我甚至睜不開雙眼 我為此道歉
[Chorus]
I'm not gonna lie and tell you it's alright, it's alright
我不會試圖說謊 告訴妳這一切都沒關係 沒關係
You're gonna cry and baby, that's alright, it's alright
妳會哭 而寶貝啊 那也沒關係 沒關係
I wrote you this song to keep when I'm gone
我為妳寫下這首歌 讓妳在我離去後好好收藏
If you ever feel alone
如果妳感到孤單
You're gonna cry and baby, that's alright, it's alright
妳會哭 而寶貝啊 那也沒關係 沒關係
[Verse 2]
I hope you get to go to all the places that I showed you
我希望妳能去所有我展示給妳
When I was on the road and couldn't be home to hold you
而我在巡迴途中而無法回家抱著妳的地方
Part of me doesn't want this cruel world to know you
某部份的我不想讓這殘酷的世界了解妳
So just try and keep in mind everything that I told you
所以試著把我說過的事情都記在心裡吧
[Pre-Chorus]
I'm twenty-nine, and society's eating me alive
我現在29歲 被這社會活剝生脫
I'm fighting what comes with this notoriety every night
每個夜晚與成名後伴隨而來的惡名抗爭
This is the last time I'll ever open up my eyes, I apologize
這是我最後一次睜開雙眼 我為此道歉
[Chorus]
I'm not gonna lie and tell you it's alright, it's alright
我不會試圖說謊 告訴妳這一切都沒關係 沒關係
You're gonna cry and baby, that's alright, it's alright
妳會哭 而寶貝啊 那也沒關係 沒關係
I wrote you this song to keep when I'm gone
我為妳寫下這首歌 讓妳在我離去後好好收藏
If you ever feel alone
如果妳感到孤單
You're gonna cry and baby, that's alright, it's alright
妳會哭 而寶貝啊 那也沒關係 沒關係
[Bridge]
And I'll miss you, I'll miss you, I'll miss you, I'll miss you, yeah
而我會想妳 我會想妳 我會想妳 我會一直想妳
And I'll miss you, I'll miss you, I'll miss you, I'll miss you
而我會想妳 我會想妳 我會想妳 我會一直想妳
And I'll miss you (I'll miss you), I'll miss you (I'll miss you)
而我會想妳 我會想妳 我會想妳 我會一直想妳
I'll miss you (I'll miss you), I'll miss you, yeah
而我會想妳 我會想妳 我會想妳 我會一直想妳
And I'll miss you (I'll miss you), I'll miss you (I'll miss you)
而我會想妳 我會想妳 我會想妳 我會一直想妳
I'll miss you (I'll miss you), I'll miss you
而我會想妳 我會想妳 我會想妳 我會一直想妳
[Outro]
And I'll miss you, I'll miss you, I'll miss you, I'll miss you, yeah
而我會想妳 我會想妳 我會想妳 我會一直想妳
And I'll miss you, I'll miss you, I'll miss you, I'll miss you
而我會想妳 我會想妳 我會想妳 我會一直想妳
這首歌一樣收錄在MGK 2020年發行的流行龐克專輯"Tickets to My Downfall"中,
作為專輯中的一首歌,
是整張專輯中少數的抒情曲,
這首歌也是MGK送給自己當時12歲的女兒Casie的歌曲,
希望如果哪一天自己離世,
能夠將對女兒的思念與不捨好好地傳達。