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The Used - Buried Myself Alive

You almost always pick the best time,
妳總選在最完美的時間點
to drop the worst lines.
用電話傳達噩耗
You almost made me cry again this time.
妳幾乎讓我再次為妳哭泣
Another false alarm,
又一次的失敗警鈴響起
red flashing lights.
持續閃爍的紅燈
Well this time I'm not going to watch myself die.
這次我可不打算親手埋葬自己

I think I made it a game to play your game and let myself cry.
我將這一切當作遊戲來配合妳 將眼淚留給自己
I buried myself alive on the inside,
於是我活生生地埋葬了自己的心
so I could shut you out,
就此將妳排除在外
and let you go away for a long time. GET OUT!
讓妳永遠離開我 滾開!

I guess it's ok I puked the day away.
我猜 現在正是時候吐掉過往的時光
I guess it's better you trapped yourself in your own way.
我猜 最好就讓妳深陷在自己設下的陷阱內
And if you want me back,
而如果妳想要我回到身邊
you're gonna have to ask.
妳得要向我乞求

I think the chain broke away,
我想枷鎖已被破除
and I felt it the day that I had my own time
在我發現自己擁有時間主控權的那天
I took advantage of myself and felt fine.
我替自己著想並感到愉快
But it was worth the night,
那晚讓一切都變得十分值得
I caught an early flight and I made it home.
我搭上早班飛機並安全返家的那晚

I guess it's ok I puked the day away.
我猜 現在正是時候吐掉過往的時光
I guess it's better you trapped yourself in your own way.
我猜 最好就讓妳深陷在自己設下的陷阱內
And if you want me back,
而如果妳想要我回到身邊
you're gonna have to ask.
妳得要向我乞求
nicer than that
更真誠地乞求
nicer than that...
更真誠地乞求

With my foot on your neck
當我踩在你脖子上時
I finally have you,
我終於擁有了妳
Right where I want you,
用我希望的方式擁有妳
Right where I want you,
用我希望的方式擁有妳
Right where I want you,
用我希望的方式擁有妳
Right where I want you
用我希望的方式擁有妳

I guess it's ok I puked the day away.
我猜 現在正是時候吐掉過往的時光
I guess it's better you trapped yourself in your own way.
我猜 最好就讓妳深陷在自己設下的陷阱內
And if you want me back,
而如果妳想要我回到身邊
you're gonna have to ask.
妳得要向我乞求

Nicer than that,(I guess its ok I puked the day away)
更真誠地乞求 (我猜 現在正是時候吐掉過往的時光)
Nicer than that (I guess its better you trapped yourself in your own way)
更真誠地乞求 (我猜 現在正是時候吐掉過往的時光)
Yeah, and if you want me back,
Yeah 而如果妳想要我回到身邊
You're gonna have to ask
妳得向我乞求
Nicer than that
更真誠地乞求
Nicer!!
更真誠些
Nicer!!
更真誠些


這首歌之於我有十分特殊的意義，
不管是歌詞還是歌曲本身。
有時候親手結束一段感情...
比被甩被劈腿還要來的痛苦。

2020.4.22 後記
事實是，被劈腿後還得親手結束感情，
才是最痛苦的...