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Machine Gun Kelly - more than life ft. glaive

[Verse 1: Machine Gun Kelly]
I fill my lungs 'cause my heart's made of concrete
我用尼古丁填滿我的肺 反正我的心由水泥製成
I looked to God, even he doesn't want me
我望向上帝 即便他不想收留我
I grind my teeth in my sleep 'cause of bad dreams
我因惡夢在睡著時不斷磨牙
Try to live my life, but this ecstasy's inside me
試圖活出自己的人生 卻又吃太多藥
Damn, I can't wake up happy
媽的 我就是無法開心的保持清醒
I just took a knife to the strings that attach me
我親手斬斷與他人的所有連結
Every day's passing, everyone's laughing
日子一天天過 大家笑得如此開懷
J.F.K., they might find my brains in the backseat
會不會像甘迺迪一樣 最後他們在後座找到我的腦袋

I'm trying my best not to open up my heart
我盡可能封閉心房
It's been torn apart too many times
畢竟它早已傷痕累累

But without you I'd die, and I don't wanna die
失去妳我寧願死去 但我還不想死啊
Not today, not tomorrow, not tonight, I don't wanna die
至少不是今天 不是明天 也不是今晚 我還不想死
I need you, I need you more than life
我需要妳 我需要妳勝過自己的生命
More than life, more than life, more than life
勝過自己的生命 勝過自己的生命 勝過自己的生命
 
[Interlude: glaive]
Haha
Sorry, shit didn't work out, like
抱歉 這關係終究沒能繼續 因為

She's a pretty little liar, over-analyzer
她是個漂亮的騙子 自以為是
I fell in love with you and I don't mind it
我並不介意愛上妳的自己
But I know, baby, this won't go how we expected
儘管我知道 寶貝啊 我們之間不會如期待般順利
But when I told you that I fuckin' love you, shit, I meant it
但當我說我超愛妳的時候 我是認真的
"She's doin' coke in the bathroom," when did I ask you?
"她在浴室吸毒" 而我何時質問過妳了？
Stuck in a bad mood, slipped and I passed you
心情惡劣 恍惚地經過妳身邊
Fuck, I'm a bad dude, guess you're attached to me
媽的 我是個爛人 我猜妳很喜歡我吧
Yeah, I guess you're attached to me
是啊 我想妳大概很喜歡我

I'm trying my best not to open up my heart
我盡可能封閉心房
It's been torn apart too many times
畢竟它早已傷痕累累

But without you I'd die, and I don't wanna die
失去妳我寧願死去 但我還不想死啊
Not today, not tomorrow, not tonight, I don't wanna die
至少不是今天 不是明天 也不是今晚 我還不想死
I need you, I need you more than life
我需要妳 我需要妳勝過自己的性命
More than life, more than life, more than life
勝過自己的性命 勝過自己的性命 勝過自己的性命

More than life, more than life, more than life
勝過自己的性命 勝過自己的性命 勝過自己的性命
(More than life, more than life, more than life)
勝過自己的性命 勝過自己的性命 勝過自己的性命
No, oh, oh, oh
I need you, I need you more than life
我需要妳 我需要妳勝過自己的性命
I need you, I need you, yeah
我需要妳 我需要妳
What's the point of living? I heard death is easier
活著的意義到底是什麼？ 我聽說英年早逝更輕鬆些
I fell in love, but I'm scared, I won't keep her
我墜入愛河卻同時害怕著 跟她無法長久
What's the point of living? I heard death is easier
活著的意義到底是什麼？ 我聽說英年早逝更輕鬆些
I looked over my shoulder and I see the reaper (Reaper)
我看向自己的肩膀 只看見死神盤踞著
Yeah, yeah, yeah

我盡可能封閉心房
It's been torn apart too many times
畢竟它早已傷痕累累

But without you I'd die, and I don't wanna die
失去妳我寧願死去 但我還不想死啊
Not today, not tomorrow, not tonight, I don't wanna die
至少不是今天 不是明天 也不是今晚 我還不想死
I need you, I need you more than life
我需要妳 我需要妳勝過自己的生命
More than life, more than life, more than life
勝過自己的生命 勝過自己的生命 勝過自己的生命

I need you, I need you more than life, yeah
我需要妳 我需要妳勝過自己的生命


這首歌於今年六月釋出，
Machine Gun Kelly找來了以hyperpop曲風成名的glaive跨刀獻唱，
這首歌最早在去年10月就由glaive搶先曝光。
曲風基本上維持MGK擅長的Pop punk+饒舌的風格，
搭配glaive寬廣的音域與咆嘯，
當然hyperpop標誌性的autotune用得也不少。
最近聽了不少hyperpop的東西，
日後有機會也會再慢慢分享。